.drugs.

.ha.
i finally ate drugs.i meant paracetamol.what a terrible day.
i used rolled of toilet tissue for my mucus.terrible.i sneezed a lot.
made me felt like i'm a pipe.the mucus flowed non stop from my nose.
is like flood.ha.feeling so tired but can't have a good sleep.made my fever going so worse.i really hope my body allow me going movie tomorrow.
i don't bother.that's my date with my peeps.ha

.fu.

em.
everything seems normal today.as i having my flu now.
i haven't started my homework yet.felt so dizzy.
many things have to be done by this week.i'm not rushing myself.
i just wanna relax and enjoy my life if i stay still at this world.ha

.weather.

wee.
today.cloudy day.again.but i love it.the wind blew on my face.
so comfortable.everything seem so fresh after raining.ha.except me.
i'm kind of bored.ha.what can i do is.
watched,stared,and looked at the sky.
just bluish sky only.it seem to be relaxing when looking at it.it is so blue.
never forget the creature of GOD.

.hate to be pain.

ha.
what a painful night i had yesterday.my left brain was like sucking out.ha.
never stop until i went to sleep.i reject to having paracetamol because it will take me 3 months to detoxification the toxic.ha.i distracted when i watching "race to the witch mountain" with my ko ko.i'm so annoyed about the pain.
thanks god.it disappear right now.ha

.7th.

ha.
this is the 7th times i watched twilight.addicted to it.it filled my empty spaces.
no appetite now.no feeling want to eat.i have lost 2kg.
headache always disturbing me.what a empty heart inside me.ha.
i love twilight!!!!!!!!!!

.true love.

ha.
that never happened on me.included the one i have been through.no guys will act or protective like Edward Cullen toward his lover.
but certain guys will.until my life end up.i will never meet them.i have no this kind of luck.
ha."it doesn't matter for me".that's just a lie.can my friends be my true love???i love them.i'm the one who cannot conceive my love toward them.but you guys really mean it to me.

***blinky mind***

ha.
my mind cannot be control right now.something disturbing me.brain nerves cannot be connected each other.so sad man.i'm acting like a robot now.
no feeling,no thinking,no life.ha.my life would not be ended like this.but one thing.i hate my pimples.
PIMPLES LOVE ME SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!