.tired.

.fu.
felt sooooooooo sad.don't know why.my heart is squeezing.

.farewell.

.fu.
i'm building up myself..since that day..but my mind just getting messy,messy and more messy.i'm cleaning up my mind with all negative minded.people,everyday everything changes.so as i..someday..but just remember,i love you guys so much..remember the days i love you guys..maybe my love will bacome fade..but please keep in mind that,i'am in love with you guys..every hours,minutes and seconds..that was the day..i entered the school that i have selected..wao,i'm a noobie that time..with spectacles and center cleave hair style..everyone was like,chinese dude..i was so sad that time..no friends yet..haha..but being there for 5 years..you guys have became my mental and physical friends..i meant for the mental is you guys calmdown and comfort my mental while physical is you guys have so much energy to play with me..so touch..everybody..here's my big big thank you...I LOVE YOU GUYS..xoxo

.yeah.

.ta-Da.
I'm back.haha.SPM is over.OVER liao..yeah...hahaha..just to announced that my handphone has been stolen during Spm.but my number still the same..so when you guys sms me,please put on your big big name..thanks guys..wanna go for beauty sleep first..love you guys..muaxXx..xoxo

.updating.

.tata.
is been an age that i didn't updating my blog.i have a lot things that i wanted to write.but when i'm in of the computer.all the things just.flashhh.disappear.our's war is getting closer and closer.kinda nervous.i don't know whether i prepared or not.but i'm still trying to prepare.i'm still praying.is a long time that i didn't see my mum.miss her so much.sometimes tears just rushing out of my eyes.when i think of it.i still can felt the pains that she suffered.one of the school day.teacher siti ask me a question that punch my heart hardly.it was true but i denied it.i forces the tears to stay in my eyes.ning was there.luckily she helped me.....what i have wrote???felts like..nonsense..bulldog's poo..love you guys.

.holiday.

ya,
all of us like holiday.ya,i meant love.but holiday made me..of course,lazy..laziness love me..but guys,HAPPY HOLIDAY and HAPPY RAYA..love you guyd..xoxo

.shake.

recently,my hand often shaking.cannot stand it.
hypochromia,anaemia or even parkinson?
suffering.

.17.

.em.
Sometimes i will said i'm only 17 years old when i wanted to run away from responsible
Sometimes i will said i'm already 17 years old when i wanted to do something.
so,i'm 17 years now.

the age where my craziness begin.
where my independent life had began.
where my life getting challenging as the time come.
God love us as He love me.