.the forgotten one.

somehow,as time passed by,you and i will be the forgotten one.we once so closed as best buddy.but as time flies,you and i will be the forgotten one for someones'.have you ever think about this?yes,i was.i always keep my mind up to remember each one of you.i still remembered my first friend in kindergarden.but hey,i'm the forgotten one.is not easy to stuff everything in my brain,but in my heart,yes!!you are in my heart,i will remember each one of you in my heart.look in it,you are in there.miss ya!!i miss you,ning!!;))

.rebuilding the emotinal blog.

here i am,
with all of you.i'm happy in the way of,i found the greatest love.love from god.is the everlasting love.i'm not seeking love,but i felt it. LOVE is the greatest thing than anything in the world.i'm around here to let you feel it.love ya;))

.ning.

i'm smiled when she talked about my name:))

.beloved's hand.

.she loves holding my hand.
.i missed holding her hand.

.sorrow.

somehow..how happy i am..i still felt sorrow in me.hidden sorrow..it keeps me be me.not over acted..sometimes,i will thanks for the negative attitude.that isn't normal.but..

.repellent.

i want to be a repellent.repel everything in my life.once problem attach me,i will repel it and not dissolve it as part of my life.responsible thought?noo.definitely is a no.been through this 18 years.yes,is a short period.make me sick of everything.everything.the world.a coward action.that definitely is me.let me be a coward for a second.i appreciate that.thinking the world,such a wonderful place sometimes,but with human beings living on it..what can u say?decoration for the earth?spoiler for the earth?depends on you..i just have to control my flow of mood.
i'm not letting the mood control my life..not even a second:)

yes.at the end of life.we are just empty.hollow.