.updating.

.tata.
is been an age that i didn't updating my blog.i have a lot things that i wanted to write.but when i'm in of the computer.all the things just.flashhh.disappear.our's war is getting closer and closer.kinda nervous.i don't know whether i prepared or not.but i'm still trying to prepare.i'm still praying.is a long time that i didn't see my mum.miss her so much.sometimes tears just rushing out of my eyes.when i think of it.i still can felt the pains that she suffered.one of the school day.teacher siti ask me a question that punch my heart hardly.it was true but i denied it.i forces the tears to stay in my eyes.ning was there.luckily she helped me.....what i have wrote???felts like..nonsense..bulldog's poo..love you guys.

.holiday.

ya,
all of us like holiday.ya,i meant love.but holiday made me..of course,lazy..laziness love me..but guys,HAPPY HOLIDAY and HAPPY RAYA..love you guyd..xoxo

.shake.

recently,my hand often shaking.cannot stand it.
hypochromia,anaemia or even parkinson?
suffering.

.17.

.em.
Sometimes i will said i'm only 17 years old when i wanted to run away from responsible
Sometimes i will said i'm already 17 years old when i wanted to do something.
so,i'm 17 years now.

the age where my craziness begin.
where my independent life had began.
where my life getting challenging as the time come.
God love us as He love me.

.blue.

..blue period..not emo-ing..just..never mind..GOD love all of us..

.willing.

.tu.
willing to go for a jog in the early morning.but no one accompany and bring me to do so.i do not need accompany if koko and dady let so.i willing to go watch UP also.who?who?who?who will accompany me.my ko ko?i don't think so.he's having a girlfriend now.i don't to be a bulb between them.same to my big ko ko also.always being a light bulb between two couples.haha.i just enough for that now.

.name.

my mama gave me the name,Elisa
my brothers gave me the name,Mui
my cousins gave me the name,Ting
my friends gave me the name,Chu
I gave myself a name,called Louis

I stand strong when wild wind blow on me
I stand up after i fall down
I wake up from my dream
I pray every night...

XOXO