.feeling.

all of the complex feeling..

all of the things had happened..

you do not know how to spill it out in words..

i feel really bad..

you just want to "spill" it in tears..

.exam.

i just wanted to pull this shit off in a nice way.thats all.

.pathetic.

don't ever be pathetic to yourself,

over all the obstacles,

you did great!!

i might think that is not fair for me to go through all this

sometimes,i just felt sorry to myself,because of all the challenges that i have to go through

but,that just a pathetic thought

no one will help you if you don't even want to help yourself

no one will support you,if you don't first support yourself

no one will love you,if you don't first love yourself

i just wanted to say these to myself,"you have done great!"

keep this thinking in your entire life,you won't be live like puzzle

sometimes,we just need someone to comfort

or even a simple "how are you?are you doing fine?"

or even a hug is better.

but,please hug yourself before others do it to you,

it is a better pain relief than others does.

please rub the hair of your love ones

please hug your love ones

please,just let him or her know that,

HE/SHE is precious;))))))

.leukaemia.

that is what exactly scared my ass off.have watched about it in a drama,

it said,when you are a genetic carrier,and you are in depression,and you get sick,there is a big chance for the abnormal white blood cells

to knock you down at that time.

yes,acute leukaemia did knock my mama down.so i counted as a genetic carrier?i won't be knock down by it.to fight it off,depression please leave me alone.and thanks god that,i'm not alone in this world..i just love the live that YOU and mama gave to me;)))

.sound.

it started again..again..it sounds like this..wuuuuuuuuuuungggg..for a minutes..

.dream high.

Have finished watched this drama in 2days..what can i tell you?

it super duper inspired!!!yes,we have a dream.i want to grab mine too.

dream is not far,is in your hand.it is in our hand.

i'm doing it,i holding it,never let it go..

who you are

who you are?did you ask this question to yourself frequently?undeniable,I DID..uncountable..

it always been that i wanted to be like her or him.

i wanted to be pretty or cute like her.

i wanted to be rich like him or her.

i wanted to be smart like him or her.

i wanted to be tall like her or him.

i wanted to be a good swimmer like him or her.

i wanted to have a good voice like her or him.

i wanted to be everyone's good things.

BUT,heyy..

i'm sure that i am good for who i am now,you never know what they faces for their's good.

but i know what i am going to faces for what i have now,

because,it just GOOD.god created me this way,as how HE wanted.