.pretending.

.em.
felt so empty today.my heart is squeeze .i trying to cheering up myself.
i knew many things happened in an blink of eye.ha.
i have tried very hard to stand up and pretend nothing had just happened.
ya.i succeed.what i got is.painful in my mind.really.i just don't want anybody worry about me.and also my mama.there's a lot of happy time with my mom.
but that is past.just a memories now.ha.what a silly me.
trying to go back to the past.
by the way.i'll not talk about my feelings in front of people.because my tears is rushing out.i just need more time.
maybe so.