.wishes.

i wish i could have a trip to north pole and south pole.
before that,i wish i can become a paramedic or a doctor.just wish to help people who in pain.share happiness with them.
i wish i can be happy all the time.not only me but the whole world.
i wish there won't be any war in this planet.
i wish you guys are in a good condition.
i wish there will be someone like Michael Jackson who will try to "Heal the world"
i wish..my family will be back on my side.
Love you guys.

.talk.

someday on a Friday morning.i hate that day.when i said hate.i really meant it.i hate it.why they like to talk about the past.we not forget about the past if we are not talking about it.we just wanna let go.let go is pretty hard for us.is really hard.i promise myself not to think about it.not to cry.not to cry anymore.but i will remembered that for sure.on that day.they forcing us to remember what we really don't want to remember.that's cruel.i'm not the type who telling my story or talking about myself all the time.not even one time.sometimes when thay clap.they just wanted to give us support.if you don't understand us,don't dare to judge on us.

.friend.

.em.
i hate to be in a fake relationship(friend).that's so exhausting people.i'm not having that kind of problem.i don't want too.ya,i really have a lot of friend's problem.since i was kindergarden till now?i think now.maybe i'm the one who really did not manage well in my friendship?can i use the word manage?sometimes,i just felt tired for tolerate.maybe i'll just pissed off.but i know that not gonna be happen to me.i won't do that to my friends.they are there when i need them.i should always keep on mind about that.maybe i just think too much.maybe the way i treat them was not correct.even hurt them.so i got on pay back by that way too.forget about it.i think too much.