Saturday, July 18, 2015

.make a change.

hey there:)
just wanna tell you all that,everyone suffered from their inner thought(the excessive one)

at least i can tell you that,i was,maybe am still suffering from some of my over thinking behavior,which most of the time of my life(1/4) am in a depressed mode
i isolate people,i put the blame on the love one or to everyone,blaming them on nothing,putting my emotional burden on them

In the real fact is,everyone suffered
most of them not showing it to others
most of them ignoring it
most of them living with it
most of them die from the inside

am sorry for putting my emotional burden to the others,showing those "faces"
like the whole world owe me a big time

no one responsible for your bad day,
no one responsible for your hard times
no one responsible for your past
no one does

whenever people gv your hard time,keep it to yourself,give others a good time
whenever people upset you,keep it to yourself,give others a smile


Thursday, July 16, 2015

Hormonal games

Hi all! or hi me!

It just another day that i have been stuck in the room,literally
When all the emotions started to setting in and making me sinking into the sea of deep thought (Hormonal games on!)
Yes!i felt mistreated!i do not know what's/re the exact reasons why am feeling like this
(maybe am just trying avoid overthink about it)
This is the time,where i needed and misses her the most!
Because i know that,she's always the place i would wanna go for no matter good or bad things happened
Because i know that she love me and protect me whole heartedly like no one does
Her rough hands that used to comfort me
i misses all of that :(
 i love you mom,please stay happy at the other side of the world
promise me you will party hard up there

still you little girl, 
                            <3 div="">