.happiness.

i thought the only happiness i will only get from mummy.but until this day,i can found happiness on my sister-ning.she has her engagement today.em.i meant yesterday.when i saw her tears drop from her cheek.yes,i'm so touched and happy.finally,she found her true love-mr shafuan.this couple made a difference,not only one difference.but a lot.i am totally impressed.i was like the mummy seeing her daughter finally found her true love,this family's happiness,i felt it today.i'm very happy for you two little husband and wife.anyway,keep holding on each other hands no matter how big those obstacles will be.love you all..

extreme low confidence

i hate myself being like this.struggling in my heart..cannot solve it.because it was only me will there for myself.i don't have courage to talk with people.i care how they think of me.i really care of their opinion.i hate this feeling.i hate it

.18th.

never think of to have a birthday like that.i just think i'll have a birthday like usual.dinner with family,watch television..like a normal day.but mine celebration..started on 5th February..in my working place..playschool.it was a surprise party.was touched and happiness all around me..thanks god for blessing me a wonderful birthday.then,is ning ning..my dearest sister..she came to my house.she gave me my favourite cheese cakes..yummy..she know what i want and what i think of..is hard to find a friend like that.i love her.then,the next day..my brother.i never thought that he will arrange a birthday surprise for me.he just used his effort all he have.thanks bro,for letting me have a memorable birtday.thanks ling..you are everywhere with me.thanks god..i'm 18 now..