it's been ages,eh,who am i telling to,this is a place where i can comfortably talk to myself and am not expecting anyone to read it.
I'm growing up from teen to now becoming a young adult,it feels like just a blink
but those heart work and things that i have seen,had made me becoming more...
am not sure which is the right word
mature?anti social?wiser?
not those i guess,am selectively sociable
am not mature too,am just keeping my mouth shut and that seems to be mature.

Am writing it here because i used to keep all the darkest secret here
ngeh,nah,no.haha. because i just needed a space to release it,that's all

The moment when you realized, your parents does not seems to be the one you always pictured of
maybe am a perfectionist which i doesn't realized of, i pictured of perfect things,and expected a lott
and this making my life so miserable somehow,and people around me,especially the love one

ohwell,coming back to that,what do u feel actually,realizing that your parents are actually just like any other people. Am speaking of lust actually when you wonder what is the thing am talking about.
i can't tell it more specifically,it just made my heart sunk and disappointed
i know,they are not saints.but still they r or they need to be the role model for their children.

it just very disappointing.who am i to judge them
i still love them