.em.
well,well,well..ya,ya,ya..i'm updating my blog..haha..ya..updating..well,basically.i'm doing nothing in this week.nothing at all.well,some people ask me that:"do you have something to tell me?"ya,always.they always asked.actually,i have nothing to tell.really.i just learned how to let go.let go is the bested way to have a happy life.em.cannot denied that,i'm a human,human with some problems in my life.i cannot argue that are problems irritate my life.just i'm not the type who telling my problems to others.point of views help me to cheer up my life.i just look in a different way.the way that people seldom take it.i learned how to cheer up,how to stand up,how to fulfilled my life,how to work with them,how to socialize..just so many things in one times..that are the gifts that GOD and mama gave me..but i'm still learning..in the progress..never stop..as long as I'm see you guys are truly happy..emmm..well,another reason that why i don't want to my problem is.i have ever told a friend about my problem..but that person just like don't trust me.i'm not making a story.i never think something like that will happened on me..haha..

.mother's day.

i just forgot.HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY,MOTHERS.i just forgot about it.haha.i know i'm so bad.as soon my mum left me,i just forgot about it.i'm just felt awkward during the card-made class.i meant mother's day card.hay.i have made a card to my mum too.haha.i know teacher just realized about me.it's okay.i can take this.i still have my mum in my heart.she always be there.
honestly, i just wanna have a stable and normal life.just hoping my family and my friends especially my ning ning always happy and stay healthy.and...i just don't need any memories.
memories,when it loss.it just make me painful.i just need you guys to stay happy.don't fight anymore.just take it.

.humans.

.ha.
i just cannot do that.cannot.totally cannot.i just realized.my surrounding friend's friendship just cracking.you can figure out how bisa the human's mouth.really.human's mouth can let you in depression or even can make you die.just beware of that.i don't wanna be one of that.guys.really.your life is short.don't ever do something that betray your's nurani.

.experiment.

.ha.
i'm missing for a few days.i think.where i have been.ha.i just planning some thing.and experimental on it.ha.i just planned not to sleep.because as the usual me will be sleep like more than 10 hours.is true.i just don't know why i need that long nap.is like i never wake up from my sleep.after i woke up, i still felt sleepy and tired.ha.just wondering why."what did i do to myself?"."nothing."ya.NOTHING!!!gosh.my body system just made my laziness attack me.shu lar you lazy womb.and now.i'm fighting with it now.fighting with my body system.go against it's law.haha.wish me good luck.i'm on for 20 hours now.that's only 4 hours to sleep.i'm a human being also.i need to sleep,eat,pee,poop, and so on.