.the end?the start?.

.pray.
is the way i am.i wanna be there to help helpless people.to cure them physically and let god cure them spiritually.i hope.i really hope i can do it.the dream is not just a dream.but someday.it will be mine story and not just a dream.mine own interesting story.i will hold own.hold tightly on you,my dream.do not to forget about the dream that i want to achieve.please,god.help on me.i know you will,but in a different way.

.hohoho.

.hehe.
merry Christmas guys.this is my 1st year that i felt i really having a Christmas season in my life.that is fun and joyful.singing Christmas's songs,greeting people,a warmly smile all the time,presents giving and present receiving.i was stunned by the power of Christmas that affect all of us-human.it will be how great if whole time is in a Christmas season.no worries but only laughing.but it was the strategic of god why he doing the way he does to us.he want us to realize about what devil can done to us and how he can save us then trust in him.anyway,hohoho to all of you.ya,is you.merry Christmas guys and may have a pleasant year.merry Christmas to you too mummy.love you always.not because you love me then i love you.but i was born to love you mum.

.weird.

.em.
is hurt.i hope is only unbalance of hormones and not something else.please god.just let me safely go through this year.please god.

.chu.

chu,don't cry.cheer up yourself please.i beg you.please.don't cry.

.tired.

.fu.
felt sooooooooo sad.don't know why.my heart is squeezing.

.farewell.

.fu.
i'm building up myself..since that day..but my mind just getting messy,messy and more messy.i'm cleaning up my mind with all negative minded.people,everyday everything changes.so as i..someday..but just remember,i love you guys so much..remember the days i love you guys..maybe my love will bacome fade..but please keep in mind that,i'am in love with you guys..every hours,minutes and seconds..that was the day..i entered the school that i have selected..wao,i'm a noobie that time..with spectacles and center cleave hair style..everyone was like,chinese dude..i was so sad that time..no friends yet..haha..but being there for 5 years..you guys have became my mental and physical friends..i meant for the mental is you guys calmdown and comfort my mental while physical is you guys have so much energy to play with me..so touch..everybody..here's my big big thank you...I LOVE YOU GUYS..xoxo

.yeah.

.ta-Da.
I'm back.haha.SPM is over.OVER liao..yeah...hahaha..just to announced that my handphone has been stolen during Spm.but my number still the same..so when you guys sms me,please put on your big big name..thanks guys..wanna go for beauty sleep first..love you guys..muaxXx..xoxo